*. . . tYp!c@L m3l . . .*

A simple note: just get outta my life could u ? thats all I'm asking.. Just get the hell out of it. I do not wish to disclose who the hell are you .. but just get out of my life and i'll get out of yours.

Recently I just realise how simple I have always been ? And how easily people take granted for it ? I find the saying really true " how good people don't always get what they want " ? Over the years i've just shrugged it off, not giving any other thoughts coz my motto has always been " forgive and forget " but now? I find that its getting harder and harder for me to do so as people tend to always take advantage over it. Its so true that people are expecting more from you in return as the years pass by. Being yourself just doesn't necessasary give you the power to judge things according to your feelings. It just doesn't give you the right anymore. Sometimes, being nasty to the extend does. I'm a civilized being, I would not do anything that would harm the other party mentally or physically. Emotionally perhaps. Who wouldn't? Sometimes we say things we regret but you just can't say sorrry bcoz a scar has already been formed-depending on the depthness of it, i'd say thats the time we gotta start worrying. I'm finding it so hard to actually learn how to trust, instead of just being suspicious over people i face everyday. *sigh* .. things are just not going on too good I suppose..

Mom's away to China and this has really been giving me the opportunity to go out-even at a crucial time like this. But this time around, I have to admit that I've spent the most time with dad in my whole of 17 years. We've been going out every night to practice my driving, and I have to say he's really great. Except the fact that he's telling me to 'slow down' all the time! :) Have been going out continuously with Duncan for 3 days.. woohoo.. he's such a sweet sweet brother of mine!!! =) He bought me a new mp3 player coz my ol' wan kinda conked out. =] And not to mention taking me out hunting for dress patterns for the prom..and even helping with the designing. Haha imagine-my brother, one of the most impatient persons I've ever known, spending "quality" time with his sister! I don't know.. just kinda make me glad ya know? To have been blessed with such a great family. =)

Mi--After reading your letter, I know what I gotta do. And I just gotta try tuh stay sharp ayt? Coz trust me, this is one battle that I don't wanna lose. Especially when things are getting so complicated now =( . I don't wanna do something i'll end up regretting for the rest of my life; and I shall not be the one to break our pledge =) thnx girl.. love yah loads! =)