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Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Life is so unpredictable.. Its no doubt I wished I could turn back time, having changed a lil' that happened in the past. I wished I didn't come across that damned blog. I wished things could've been the same again. But no... and maybe its better this way. All along I knew it was gonna be hard to keep a LDR... And sure, sometimes insecurities came in - but its only human. I mean I had pressure from all my friends- some asked me if I really wanted a LDR which was so hard to cope--without seeing each other and relying just on phone calls, text messages and stuff like that. Some even went to the extend of saying LDRs are fun--to play with. Its funny when you think about it that way... Anyhow.. All I gotta say is that .. Its not funny when someone just tries to .. two timed someone ya know? Mistakes can be forgiven, but if you get off the hook that easily... ? You tend to take things for granted the next time. And history will repeat itself. When you give me a flashback to the sweet memories we once had, a tear flows down automatically. But thats just emotions.... Thats just something that would be cured eventually. If there's something in life that I hate so badly.. it'll be LIES. especially when its coming out from someone that I love. I hate players that don't know the meaning of HURT okay.. As these years pass by... I find it sooo hard to turn to someone I can actually release out my anger and trust to. Its through experiences and time that I actually know who are really my true friends.. people that care not because they just wanna get some juicy gossip, but people that actually take the initiative, to get to know you and help you out. And I really thank God for these friends. I know thanking you guys profusely will never be enough... but I do hope that things will come out okay. But I do sincerely thank ya'll for the uncontinuous support n encouragement given lerr... thanks guys.. =) |
*~Someone who luvs her family~* *~her friends,~* *~N that special someone in her life~* *~Someone that's crazy n spontaneous~* *~Someone that's alwiz happy-go-lucky~* *~Someone who's very talkative~* *~Someone who takes things for granted~* *~Someone who loves shopping~* *~Someone who luvs red+black!~* *~Someone who strives 4 excellence~* *~Someone that hates pessimists~* *~betrayers,liars, backstabbers~* That "someone" who juz happens to be me! 
*. . . Frustrated . . . * Coz I can't tell if its real *. . . Sad . . .* Coz I need you day n night * . . . Aggrivated . . . * Coz you can't seem to understand * . . . In Love . . . * Despite you being so far. * . . . -= Baby, I love you =- . . . .* * mwaksss!* [ -= Anyone can catch your eyes, =- ] [ -= But its someone special, =- ] [ -= That'll catch your heart. =- ] ~ When I feel what I feel, ~ ~ Sometimes its hard to tell you so, ~ ~ You may not be in the mood to learn, ~ ~ What you think you know, ~ ~ You want to keep yourself from me, ~ ~ When I don't have the strenght, ~ ~ I'm just a mirror to what I see, ~ ~ But at your best you are loved, ~ ~ You're a positive motivating force in my life, ~ ~ Should you ever need to wonder why, ~ ~ This time i promise I'll let you know ~ 
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