*. . . tYp!c@L m3l . . .*

Have been having continuous arguments with both my parents over the past few days about petty lil' stuff.. Kinda gettin on to my nerves. But I know that I'm just being unreasonable and spoilt. *once again* sigh.. I don't know.. I always wants things to go to my way. So they decided to put me in a hostel even though we've got an apartment in Melb. Its hell silly to be paying another extra god knows how much for accomodation when I've already been provided with one. I'm just saying my side of view. I told them I'll be alright staying alone in the apartment, with Jonathan being around for several months more. After much time contemplating whether I'm "mature" enough to take care of myself, they finally agreed, even though they know the sight of Jon n me seeing each other are like cats and dogs. Don't get me wrong, I luv my bro dearly but sometimes.. our opinions are just..... different. I guess ma n pa are worried that I'll be doin all sorta "unusual, exceptional and extraordinary stuff" there that everything I do right now they'll tell me " You just don't know how to take care of yourself yet " Like wut the hell?!!! Just because I'm slacking a lil', by not washing my cup after drinking; I'm not cleaning up the mess I made after ransacking my room. So what? It doesn't mean I'm not responsible enough. I'll do it eventually. Am sooo sick with this nagging I'm getting 24/7. Dad's not all that bad, only he's still pretty disappointed that i'd rather stay here instead of furthering my studies in Aussie. He asked me if I'd like to stay here to study instead.. but I could see that he didn't want me to study here.. so I just said.. "nah, I've made up my mind" . Basically yes, I've made up my mind to study there.. but I guess I just don't wanna go there so early.. *sigh* On the other hand, mom's been giving me so much pressure it seems that all we do nowadays are argue, argue, argue. Sleeping means I'm showing no sign of being a " spm " student. Its stupid! I don't even get enough rest each day with her banging on my door checking if I'm studying or busy sms-ing away. I'm so sick of this treatment. As if I'm not giving myself enough pressure already! Sheesh!!! Sigh.. I guess I'm just going under loads of stress I tend to be over-reacting over petty matters. =(

Ahh... fabes baby gonna join us to Penang once again~! =) heheh glad you could make it dear ;) I'm happy coz the 5 other girls are going, though it won't be the same without bobo. =( and I'm more than happy coz he's going too =) Can't wait!!! I just pray n hope that there will be no arguments over there man.. >_<