*. . . tYp!c@L m3l . . .*

its true you can't judge people by their appearances. sometimes, they are the people that will be around you the most when you need them =) * Just a special thanx! * O yea.. and thanx Adam for trying to change the CD =) Owe u one, "dear uncle"!! bwahaha

I'm pretty much okay with going to Aus.. though I wasn't hoping on going so early .. But heyyy .. Reality bites. And I know I've been a bitch by groaning and taking things for granted * once again *. Ranting and whining over things won't bring me anywhere.. ;) And I should be thankful that i'm entitled to study abroad! =O But hell, am I gonna miss everything here!!!! =O . muh family, friends, him...... o boy .. :O . thats more than what can make me =( .. but heyy .. every dark cloud has its silver lining .. and this is definitely NOT a bad matter!!!! =)

Dad's back and I've talked to him about this education issue .. Mom asked me what was I feeling honestly. I didn't really answer that question.. partially I just ignored it. Typical of me. I never really like talking about my feelings.. whether or not it is to someone that's so close to me or whatever. Sure, I pen down a lot. And seems that the diary between me and Sumei works for a reason too ;) Not to mention this blog. But when emotions are concern, to people I may seem as if I'm as hard as a rock but the truth is I'm as tame as a pussycat.( N why do u think I'm called meow?! :P And note to Lucinda and Michelle: NOT a wild p****!! bwahaha ) Dad reckons it'll do me good.. and I'll have no problem settling down there. Just hope so too. =O . I'll be going with Dad and maybe Mom to Aus.. they'll help me settle down stuff and I'm still not sure whether i'll be staying in the apartment or maybe even in the hostel, where food and drinks are already well prepared of. Ahh hope not!!!! Definitely prefer muh own privacy! ;) Dad would probably talk to Uncle Richard and give him specific infomations to keep an eye on me. N I think Jonny would still be there for several months. Just hope that we won't fight like cats and dogs like we usually do. Oh well .. hahah the thoughts of making and breaking my own rules still have a slim chance of coming true!! bwahhahah .. N yes, Shen, I'd remember the promise we've made.. even after two years. PROVIDED you remember my deal too!!! bwahahaha aw shiat, I'm sounding like a biatch again.

hahah and to my dear miyan .. better take care of yourself ayt babe!!!! things are gettin' wild there!!!!!! Drop that conservative image man girl! Miss you loadssss!!!!!!!!! Do tell Mr. Derok to be careful .. or else!! he'll be.. mentally challenge!! bwahahahah!!!