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Wednesday, September 29, 2004
I'm sick and tired of relying on people too much. I'm sick and tired of waiting for people to come to their senses. I'm just sick and tired of everything man . I'm about to explode. This just ain't good. One minute I'm feeling great, the next minute things just start stumbling to loads of pieces. School's a great place to feel at ease--with that 3 chicks around me. ;) Nonstop laughter can be heard throughout the whole day. So today was about hands, fingers..... ;) *winkz* It was great! Man.. gonna miss all of these happy moments when I'm in Aus. Aw shucks. Thinking about it just makes me ... I don't know. Tensed? Nervous? Worried? Excited? Enthusiatic? I don't know.. Dad just said this " You're allowed to come back once every month " I exclaimed " Once every month?! " Hahah thats a total of 12 trips to and fro-- WOW. But heyy.. I know that won't happened! Besides.. we don't have holidays every month!! ;( Dad brought home a huge purple soft toy for me--First time! And this soft toy giggles everytime u press a button. Funny.. but I never really liked soft toys to begin with. But guess its the thought that counts! Besides.. for Dad to be giving me this.. is a very very very Sweet n thoughtful gesture....I should be happy! but rite now? I just don't feel like laughing. I don't even feel like smiling. Sometimes I wished I had some frank answers from people I seeked advices from. But all I get are just jokes. Hey.. a joke every now and then could be bloody fun.. but when I'm down to serious matters? Don't joke with me.. especially not with sensitive issues ! I'm amazed at how selfish people can be sometimes or rather.. how insensitive! Its true i'm damn bloody fed up with people's actions. Why can't they just act and be a little bit more responsible with their own bloody actions man! Why can't things just be a lil' more simple? =( |
*~Someone who luvs her family~* *~her friends,~* *~N that special someone in her life~* *~Someone that's crazy n spontaneous~* *~Someone that's alwiz happy-go-lucky~* *~Someone who's very talkative~* *~Someone who takes things for granted~* *~Someone who loves shopping~* *~Someone who luvs red+black!~* *~Someone who strives 4 excellence~* *~Someone that hates pessimists~* *~betrayers,liars, backstabbers~* That "someone" who juz happens to be me! 
*. . . Frustrated . . . * Coz I can't tell if its real *. . . Sad . . .* Coz I need you day n night * . . . Aggrivated . . . * Coz you can't seem to understand * . . . In Love . . . * Despite you being so far. * . . . -= Baby, I love you =- . . . .* * mwaksss!* [ -= Anyone can catch your eyes, =- ] [ -= But its someone special, =- ] [ -= That'll catch your heart. =- ] ~ When I feel what I feel, ~ ~ Sometimes its hard to tell you so, ~ ~ You may not be in the mood to learn, ~ ~ What you think you know, ~ ~ You want to keep yourself from me, ~ ~ When I don't have the strenght, ~ ~ I'm just a mirror to what I see, ~ ~ But at your best you are loved, ~ ~ You're a positive motivating force in my life, ~ ~ Should you ever need to wonder why, ~ ~ This time i promise I'll let you know ~ 
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