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Friday, September 24, 2004
Appointment to meet Ms. Catherine Tay was set. And I went right on time at 5pm. The appointment only started at approximately 5.25pm. *Typical Malaysians* The meeting went pretty well I guess.... I mean I already knew what I had to know.. EXCEPT for one BIG thing: I needed requirements of Add Maths. Which is something, I highly did not expect in the first place. Which leads to : Early departure to Aus and early farewell too!! =( BY the 10th of January 2004. O man.. courses for Add Maths starts on the 10th, which probably means I'll be there even before the 10th!!!! An extension of 5 weeks early means 5 weeks depriving me away from my stay in Malaysia. *sobs* Upon hearing that tears actually gathered around the corners of my eyes?? like dang.. I was all set n ready for the 16th of February---the time courses really started. Doesn't help when I've passed the aggregate of 24. Now I wished I didn't . =( Sighhhh.. Although I didn't have my forecasts yet.. but she told me with my grades it was definitely a "no problemo" getting me a place in Trinity College. I might have written a great essay for 1119 on given the choice to study locally or abroad; but at this moment? I don't think I'm feeling what I actually felt when I was writing the essay. *sighs* I told Fabian about it straight after the meeting .. His replies just made me wanna cry all over again. =( Sigh .. I don't wanna go so soon b.. I really don't.. =( really gotta thank you for cheering me up when i'm soo down.. Sweetest guy ever award definitely goes to you =) You're the best b.. *sighs* and yea.. I'll definitely try to be there kay.. after spm.. Will try to con ma & pa to let me go there. *just pray that they'll let me go ayt b?!* I dun wanna leave so soon!!!!!!!!!!!! =( Sigh!!!!!!!!! I know this seems bad, but part of me actually wished that I didn't make the aggregate to go in man.. =( mom kept saying that it'll widen my prespectives, my knowledge and my thinking. And I know it will.. but I guess my heart remains here. =( Even Jonny enjoyed it and he has definitely became more independent. *sigh* just hops that everything will eventually fall into pieces....... but I know I'll definitely definitely definitely miss my family, my dear friends and him!!! *sigh*!!!!! Imagine!!!!!! 10th of January is actually .. less then 84 days from now! Arggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stupid add maths.. curse on you!!!!!!!!!!! =( |
*~Someone who luvs her family~* *~her friends,~* *~N that special someone in her life~* *~Someone that's crazy n spontaneous~* *~Someone that's alwiz happy-go-lucky~* *~Someone who's very talkative~* *~Someone who takes things for granted~* *~Someone who loves shopping~* *~Someone who luvs red+black!~* *~Someone who strives 4 excellence~* *~Someone that hates pessimists~* *~betrayers,liars, backstabbers~* That "someone" who juz happens to be me! 
*. . . Frustrated . . . * Coz I can't tell if its real *. . . Sad . . .* Coz I need you day n night * . . . Aggrivated . . . * Coz you can't seem to understand * . . . In Love . . . * Despite you being so far. * . . . -= Baby, I love you =- . . . .* * mwaksss!* [ -= Anyone can catch your eyes, =- ] [ -= But its someone special, =- ] [ -= That'll catch your heart. =- ] ~ When I feel what I feel, ~ ~ Sometimes its hard to tell you so, ~ ~ You may not be in the mood to learn, ~ ~ What you think you know, ~ ~ You want to keep yourself from me, ~ ~ When I don't have the strenght, ~ ~ I'm just a mirror to what I see, ~ ~ But at your best you are loved, ~ ~ You're a positive motivating force in my life, ~ ~ Should you ever need to wonder why, ~ ~ This time i promise I'll let you know ~ 
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